I get the feeling someone's reloading. Haha.
Anyhoo, just to report on all that I did yesterday. (I'm really not in the mood to do my homework...)
So, yesterday I started out from Tamshui with like.. 2 other people, and we rode the MRT (in silence...) to Shulin. We meet up with like three others, then set out for the National Museum. Haha, not like we're dorks and we actually WANT to go see the exhibits, just we have a history report to do and it's due sometime this week. Rawr. So we buy tickets, run in and run out (literally), and end up riding the MRT again to get to Taipei City Hall station. (Or was it Chunghsiao Fushing? Anyways..) After meeting up with like two others, we go to a movie theatre to see "The Ring" - it wasn't as scary as I expected. Lol, ya'll tricked me. It seriously wasn't that bad, but the guys were like scared out of their wits. One claimed his knees were going to go out on him... I was like"... O_o." The ending was bad though! Oooh and you know that hugeash centipede in the movie? I had one just like that in my bathroom last weekend. No joke. It was EXACTLY like that centipede. And it died in front of my toilet, too. I walk in, about to pee my pants, and I see it and I forget I hafta pee entirely. Grossness. Anyhoo - Gosh, I hafta see the Japanese one now... And jebus! Tickets here are so expensive... I don't care if I got popcorn and coke and chips - it was a whole friggin 340! That's like $11. ELEVEN DOLLARS! How much did it cost in America? Like.. $7.50 at most, right? Jebus! See if I go see a movie again... rawr... Mhm. So after the movie, we had a choice between searching for an internet cafe and going shopping - the guys want me to play CS with them, lol. They find it amazing that a girl plays, and they've also heard the rumor (rumor! least it doesn't apply to me) that girls that play own. Haha, so we ship ourselves over to Hsimen and walk around... and I guess we forgot what we were there to do, because the next thing I know, we're sitting downstairs eating McDonald's and joking around, haha. And then the only other two girls leave me! Alone with four guys!
It's at this point I must digress from this oh-so-interesting storyline and butt in with my little random Ada thought.
I've always felt like I'm more loose around guys. Most guys. And I also have girls that I'm close with and all that - it's just around some I don't feel all that comfy around, you know? I get uptight, cuz girls are always the ones to compare and get jealous really easily and we always hafta act all... girly. It's not required, but I guess guys like their girl to be that way. And if you act just a tad out of line, the others talk.
But I'm not like that; I'm whoever I want to be, however I wanna be, and I'll do a lot of things without thinking. Haha, I remember saying all these stupid jokes and nobody laughing... how embarassing. And sure, I'll be embarassed for a little while - but it'll pass over, right? And I'm getting over that jealousy part. I can say that yes, I was once that kind of girl - but I feel I've changed a lot. It's like... I look at each one of my girl friends, and I can tell you at least one thing that I find so beautiful about them. However, when I say it, it won't come out in a bad way, because I know it's something they were blessed with. You can't hate someone just because they're better than you, and nobody's perfectly perfect. There's always some aspect you have that will be better than one aspect of theirs. It's natural.
But guys... guys don't care about things like that. At least most don't. They burp and fart and hock loogies and ... they're just little boys. They never grow up. You can be as silly as you want to be around them and they'll forget about it the next day (but only if you do it purposely - if it's an accident, you'll get teased alot. i.e. skirt flying up because of the wind blowing.)
And I've just always felt like more of a guy than a girl. Even if I've been called the girliest of our group back in Plano (a while ago, but I was still given that tag once), even if I don't seem it - ever since moving here, I've felt like I belong with the guys more than the girls.
The girls here are... alright. Some are nice and aren't all conceited and worried about their looks, but most are. I can't really blame it on them because I'm not at the best of all schools, but at least shut up and listen to the teacher once in a while. Or at least fake it. And I really wish they could read all that I'm writing because I'm sick of hearing them blab on about stupid things while I'm trying to listen to the teacher talk about something we're going to have a quiz on in five minutes.
Rawr. And guys are like a bajillion times better. I'm still not very comfortable around them, but I'm slowly getting closer to them.
And I'm being distanced from the girls. But it's alright. I'm kind of used to it.
I just thought it was going to be over for good this time.
But I digress. So we finish eating McDonald's and we go over to a department store and take the elevator up to the game room floor. Para Para is very popular here - however, I find it kind of scary when guys play it. So we watch for a little while, walk around, figure its gay, and go up one more floor to the roller blading floor. I already fell down once and came up with a hugeash bruise, so no way am I going in again. We end up playing pool. (I'd prefer to call it baseball-on-a-table, since all we were doing was sitting on the couch and reaching over with the sticks and trying to hit the balls into the pockets.)
And we get tired after five minutes and go out and go look at the funny people in the streets, then go home.
That concludes the first half of my very long stupid diary entry which I split up into two parts because this part is incredibly long and retarded.