You hear that? I'm the specialest! The brightest crayon in the box! Ten-sai! ¤Ñ¤~! ... mm ok that's enough egoism for today.

Jimmy also said that he can't read the Chinese. Heehee, I'm not translating though. I already hafta translate enough for English class.

I didn't place in the kareoke contest, but that's because I ended up laughing in the middle of the song. Haha, how retarded can you get? Everyone said it was good up until that point. So I get to re-tryout. Anybody have suggestions on what song to sing? Anything is good, seriously, and I'm really anxious to find a song that suits me. :D Send to my email or IM me or leave a message in the guestbook.

Song time, puahaha.

Just getting used to waking up everyday,
Not seeing your face.
I just began to stop setting your place,
And I stop longing for your warm embrace,
And it was God that made me able
To finally sleep at night;
Though you're not by my side,
Finally I don't hardly cry.
See, right when I start letting go
Somebody wants to let me know
Can they take your place?
No, they can't fill your space.

I tried to move on, but you're not gone
'Cause in my heart you still live on.
See, now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life,
And why
Now that you're gone, I'm holdin' on.
And deep in my heart,
I wanna move on.
And now I know why
I'll never love another for the rest of my life.

God knows it's time for me to move on -
I want to feel alive again.
I want to be in love again.
And no matter how hard I try,
I can't erase you from my mind.
And I gotta find somebody new,
But I just can't get over you.

Ha, even when someone (of the opposite gender, *gasp*) hugged me today, I didn't feel anything except... sad. Sad, and lonely. And although it was 84 degrees outside - I felt cold.

I still hate myself sometimes.