I've stopped caring.

I give up.

I am feeling so lowlowLOW right now.

I hate how these sudden drops always come after a hard-earned high.

Kinda sounds like I'm a drug addict or something.

But I guess, you could say I'm an addict. Just not to drugs and illegal substances.

I do not feel seventeen at all.

And lastly. Congrats. Even though that's the last thing I want to say to you both, it's more of a "must've-felt-great-kicking-me-to-the-gutter-and-stabbing-me-a-few-times-huh-but-yeah-thanks-and-congratulations-to-you-both".

I'm sick of fakes. Tired of it all.

I must sound incredibly selfish and evil.

Maybe that's what I am.

Cuz I hate being the back-up.

I hate being your back-up, your "supporting actress", if you will.

I... am not fit for the part.