October 19, 2004
If my dad's computer weren't so prone to freezing every so often (meaning every time I click on a link), then I probably would update more.

If I weren't so prone to messing up things every so often (meaning every second of every day), then I probably would have more friends.

I've started to believe that I was born a natural screwer-upper. It comes so natural to me, really it does. I can take a perfectly good relationship and ruin it in a sentence. A sentence said in fun, but apparently, it causes more harm than fun.

Or maybe it's me being withdrawn and the other person just waiting for me to be normal again. I DON'T KNOW.

I think too much.

747 :: hoping to see this soon.
746 :: i NEED a new cell phone.
745 :: hallelujah!
744 :: what if i don't live through this... . : (
743 ::
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