02.15.03
The Lantern Festival... awesome. It was crowded with all the people there, friggishly hot, and throughout the whole time we were there, the sounds of fireworks going off in the background never stopped once. The sky was lit with huge lanterns that looked like small, floating stars as they climbed higher and higher into the atmosphere - ours went the highest, which means all our wishes will definately come true. I especially liked ¹Ú¬À's "No more cramps when that time of the month comes." Worded much more beautifully, but you get the point. Lol. And one guy was like (in English) "Everything is be alright!!" I laughed inside my head, but it's ok. I'm used to it now. I wrote two wishes. One, "For all my Plano friends to visit me at least once a year." The other... I'm not telling. :) It's my secret. And because our lantern flew the highest - they're both sure to come true! ^__^

Oh and we jacked a cotton candy vender's machine... and we started making our own ugly cotton candy. Lol. Seriously, they were butt-ugly. We tried selling them and everyone ran away, haha.

But I've found two beauuutiful girls whom I can call... acquaintances. :) One's available, *wink.*

And I also found a guy... who looks a heck of a lot like... "him". My jaw dropped and I blushed and went numb when I saw him. It was like, "JEBUS." His face doesn't look completely like him but it's close enough (esp. when he smiles - it's like ohmygod*dies*), nor does he act or sound anything like him, but from behind you could mistake the two of them for one another. And the walk, lol. Nono, The Walk. >__<

I think I died and went to heaven tonight. And he was so nice to me, too. He's like those really funny, really talkative types. Lol.

Don't tell me I'm falling for this guy now, too, cuz that would be complete, total, utter disaster.

I don't think I will though; there's definately an attraction to him, but it's not as strong as the reaction to the original one. The original guy, that is.

But eeee! I'm still so excited about meeting this guy! >__< ! And he lives in Tamshui, too. :D

Gosh, pinch me please.

hold me a little closer
pull me in a little bit more
close your arms around me tighter
that's all i'm asking for
warm my hands with your own
wipe away my still-warm tears
hold me tight and never let go
protect me from my fears
whisper things only i'm supposed to hear
make the nightmares go away
tell me that you love me
for forever and a day
kiss me once, brush back my hair
n tell me it'll be ok
it's going to be fine as long as you're around
cuz it's always been that way

because i'm stuck on that night
when you held me close
and i fell asleep
tucked away in your arms

it felt so right.

and i could've sworn you whispered
those three words to me as i lay there,
sleeping soundly against your chest
because i heard them in my dreams that night.

and for that one moment,
for that one infinity in time,

i felt so safe.

i felt so secure.

744 :: what if i don't live through this... . : (
743 ::
742 :: over the hill?
741 :: coffee and tv.
740 :: house arrest.
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