not for who i was, not for who i am, not for who i will be. because i'm not beautiful, i'm not special in your eyes, i'm not stunning, i'm nothing near what you want or what you look for in a girl.

i'm just goddamned ordinary boring dull me. ME.

i hate me..! could someone make me beautiful? could someone get me out of this stupidash hole i'm in, could i possibly forget that i'm so ugly and just believe in myself and be like those fat girls that dance around in leotards and jiggle and they don't give a damn? COULD I BE LIKE FAT JESSICA FROM LAST YEAR?

cuz that would give me such a big boost in self-confidence.

RAWR!